Sunkissed and loving life.
Also, going on a date Thursday with OlderGuy. Super nervous. Also pumped.
I am realizing more and more that I am coming to terms with my body. I did not feel fat for an entire day. Played on a beach with a lot of attractive strangers and had no problem doing it in a sports bra and bathing suit bottoms. I’m starting to feel all, “No thigh gap No problem!”. I’m also not triggered easily any more by eating disordered material, friends, images, etc. I feel as though I’ve made enough progress to love who I am and to accept me for me, whatever shape, size or weight.
Depression: gone. Anxiety: gone. ED: very nearly gone.
We’ll see, but this sense of liberation has been great so far. :)